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A good friend of mine, Mr. Modulator (who has appeared here with a guest blog or two) beat the crap out of me last night.
I rather don’t remember a lot of it, to be honest.
I remember him dragging his wicked (un-edged) knife across my throat until I screamed. You would not think this would make anyone scream. But it did.
I remember the slam of his hands and fists against my back. The warm up from the flogger progressing into something deeper and harder. Hands in my hair, pulling hard.
There are giggles in my pain, I remember this, too.
But what I really remember was the glorious burn of his quirt landing against my back. I’d been fairly loud, but that, ngh, shut me up.
Mr. M and J (a friend of ours) were talking during this. Apparently, he thought I could only take five strokes from it before I yellowed. I did not yellow. I also asked J, when she stated she didn’t like the quirt, “what the fuck was wrong with you?”
It felt like it was fucking flaying my back open, like I should have been bleeding where it landed. Each stroke made me focus on that strip of skin on my back, my brain jumping from stroke to stroke.
When he moved away from it, I was kind of like “no come back with that thing.” And when he said he was wrapping up the scene I remember being similarly whiny about wanting more.
I asked for more quirt and he used it on me until I did yellow out of it. And then I was a loopy fucker for about an hour afterward. It was a fucking delight.
Anyway. That was the most intense painplay scene I have never been in, and I think it’s a safe bet to say that I like sting.
GUESS WHAT I BOUGHT?!
Oh my fucking GOD THIS IS THE BEST THING IN THE WHOLE ENTIRE FUCKING WORLD CHRIST ALMIGHTY
Your pup is the fucking cutest thing in the world.
i’m laughing so hard cause when i scrolled to this gif it was in the middle when the belt comes off and i was like “ugh is this some tacky daddy dom bullshit again” and then THE BUM POPPED OUT SO PRETTY and then THERE WAS A REALLY REALLY CUTE FACE SMILING HAPPILY RIGHT THERE and then THE COMMENTS SAY ‘PUP’ IN THEN and i did an emotional 360 from judgemental cynicism to COOING HELPLESSLY AT MY COMPUTER
^^ IT DID THE SAME THING TO ME! ^^
he went for the belt and I was so done; had almost scrolled it out of my window when— *record scratch!*
of course this whole conversation makes it ten times harder not to jack off. #IRONY
also, my phone is trying to help me schedule a masturbation session? thanks iphone overlords.
the apple overlords are just friendly like that